let her go, I finally I got it and was put into a position to work through all of the foolish Monogamy templates within my aura so I was able to get back to me and enjoy a healthier lighter blend of Relationship with myself. It would take the slightest deviation out of the Monogamistic mind frame to break the spell and the alchemic Incantation of Polyamory would bring me back into a space of Neutrality. The pendulum would swing the other way with the intention to re discover my fulcrum point and I would achieve this healthy attitude and lifestyle through celibacy, in other words engaging in many relationships with woman still in love with one but sharing my love though the Tantric arts of sensuality, intimacy and friendship in order to keep my Prana/Life force strong through the process. I was schooled by different dakinis in the scared art of manners and courtesy towards woman, they taught me to respect a woman’s right of power and choice to be in a relationship or not on a her terms. Because of this I was able to branch out my light heart and embrace the ancient earth and breathe in the haunting of sin. One woman in particular showed up at my door and would rise to the occasion guiding me deep into my being, she came in and out of my life with the majesty and ferocity of a storm like no other and the love I have for her wisdom was astonishing. I like to call her V and she can be seen as one of the greatest shadow/Light workers I have ever met. I began my Pirouette of Polyamory from December 21st 2013 and would anchor it all in by December 2014 standing in a healthy space of Neutrality able to grow in either direction that would best suit my service orientated attitude for myself and the earth, In other words Let me Love you to discover love. I can now relax and flow with one woman for the rest of my life but in the meantime I am having fun with many women and it’s about time that I know why I have been enjoying this process. The female counterparts have been enjoying my calm domineer when it comes to love and relationship’s and through all of this I do my best to be a gentlemen with communication attentive listening and respectful honesty while raising my Daka. To all my brothers out there try your up most best not to give fool’s gold to a woman and remember they are a unique symbol of the earth. Laugh with the god-dess in front of you until both your ribs get sore, if you can make her laugh you can make her do anything. Use her laugh to heal her body, the planets water, trees, plants, mountains, air, and all the animals big and small. Her laugh will echo through the cosmos and birth new stars to shower heaven on earth.
Now we will dive deeper and anchor into the culture of polyamorous and monogamous relationships within the self. I am a passionate game changer of personal transformation looking for every chance to catalyze the Ultimate Relationship with the body, nature, earth and the female gender that entre the domain frequency of heart centre that I embody. As for the brother hood I support there process of discovering that primordial man with themselves and do my best to raise there Daka twice as much as I raise my own. I can be very balanced with science and spirt bringing both worlds into the equation of any fact finding expeditions I embark on. I see this as a requirement bridging the higher reality of outer chakra spiritual templating down to the scientific blueprints of the lower chakra templating and vice versa. Through trial, tribulations and working with the denser shadow sides of myself I have found that if I entre any space or room with the ancient code of man there must be certain virtues of care and diligence in supporting the other brothers within the pack. When I come in blazing and lighting my staff (scepter) axis mundi style I need to light there’s ablaze also, when I do this I discover deep connections with the body and everything around me. My life has become a daily exploration into the essence of Tantra moving through and transcending the desires into the divine and the divine into desire. We all come from and swim in the same pool of water; we may give the river oceans and lakes names but to water its water. Whether we enter relationships through one partner or many and give titles like polyamorous and monogamous but to the nature and the self there all relationships, the language can be what creates the separation.
Both relationships require a deep understanding of the self, boundless amounts of maturity and dedication to drop all the mental constructs when the insecurities arise in order to be totally present for graceful and loving communication with yourself and your partner. From this males heart felt perspectives I would suggest creating a level of trust, intimacy and presence with yourself and a partner for a long period of time before you even think of engaging with many. This takes incredible amounts of courage and humility if you do end of sharing your heart and hand with another while they explore someone else, just as it would take the same to manage your energy with one. You want to surround yourself with people of the same or higher vibration with similar intentions for the relationship and personal growth where both or many partners come out a winner; please remember both relationship views have their ups and downs. For myself I have been placed in a position within this physical realm as much as I understand the spiritual realm. The physical realm has been teaching me about choice and co creating with spirit because of this I am very persistent at choosing who I engage with and don't. This can be very important to take note of, as I just don’t run after every woman I feel sexual or sensually connected to regardless of the relationship or the magnetism we or I may feel around each other, those feelings don’t own me and I don’t rely on the partner I am engaged with for levels of happiness, the happiness is my concern not hers. I tend to choose relationships with woman that can be highly sexually charged in order to experience a wholeness of relationships where desires and fantasies are met. My advice can be to consciously choose one to be intimate with to explore that connection with only because the seed within a man or the womb within woman can be seen as a very sacred portal into creation, the energy needs to be clear and crisp and if you have multiple partners that means multiple layers of reality’s that will need to be navigated through and processed correctly in order to ground and anchor who you are and have been through the process of exploration.
The Angelic Muse Love can be seen as appreciation and the most important thing is that you don’t try to hang on to what is now moving out of your life, this can be seen as possession. Father mother I want to remember as I asked laying in a pile of my own vomit and feces completely naked laying in the Jungles of Peru as I just had an apparent over dose of plants medicine (again). Isis and Metatron shows up and they answer yes, are you sure my son? Yes I’m sure as I gazed from the heavens down to the earth. My brother Michael gazed down with me and said are your sure Izreal? I don’t mind cleaning up after you all the time but this time it’s going to be different because you will remember, I’m sure my brother and thank you. Michael smiles and state’s again Izreal it’s going to hurt at times but again I will be there with you to guide you and will now leave some advice for you before we send you back down again to face your past. Just so we are all on the same page here, the Angel Michael has been one of my greatest teachers preparing me for this human expedition especially in the realm of woman and relationships. It’s all very amusing and simple to this brother of mine as he whispers in the winds (Girls will compete with you and each other, Woman will empower you and one another). What I am about to share with you may seem out of the ordinary but the angels have a pretty good hold on the human experience and we have been entering this threshold since the birth of this planet and planets before this. Let’s go back to the advice Michael gave me about woman and the potential outcome of liberation and freedom for the female gender that would assist in bringing the masculine back into balance. Izreal, I see you looking at all the gender of woman down there like stars falling from the sky, you have but two options. Option #1, blaze in and run around in search of all the swords to cut the chains that bind that female gender. Or Option# 2, walk in be patient and they will come to you and light your sword of fire and set yourself free that chained that gender. Now Michael was talking about the male mind I was about to inhabit and the templates of control and separation that used to dwell deep within and once I set myself free the rest would fall within order (like Ducks). Well I choose option 1 at first and came in blazing with a whole posse of angels and multidimensional minds but that got exhausting running all over the world and would eventually have to settle in to option 2 learning a huge lesson and continue to do so about the minds and hearts of the female gender that would continue to liberate myself to its fullest potential in a male body.
The Isis Archetype (My Mother) would teach me how to use language, the eyes and looks to make a woman shine. Basically water the grass where you’re walking and watch where you step and the space you are in (spaceal awareness). For all my brothers out there she would like to share some ground rules that can come in handy while in the company of the sacred feminine. Your words and actions should make her feel like she is valued more than any woman around you. You want to make sure that at all times with your words and actions she is worthy of being treated with respect and honour while you listen to her wisdom and values. Then take action and show by example incorporating her wisdom and what feels right into your life. You want to communicate and feel out what she wishes to create through relationships with herself, you and others around her. Together you want to feel out the relationship to make sure it is going to serve the both of you with deep love sacred sensual sex, intimacy and connection to your higher-level aspects, serving the rest of humanity the earth and the universe’s circle of life. This is very important to recognize within a woman, when you water her grass you water and awaken the dormant parts of her brain.
I would laugh with my brothers as they would chase after her heart I would say okay ill embrace her mind. When you can deal with her mind she will feel safe enough to share her heart. Many things can shift around a woman they happen inside and outside but remember the things that will matter the most and hold the highest integrity as man can be how she views and loves herself.More to come,
A personal note about myself and the topic of sexuality, 2 years ago I made a decision to fast from sex and build upon sensual and intimate connections until I find that healthy commitment from myself and a partner, in other words saving myself for a deeper sacred experience with the one. There are many reasons why I choose this and will now go over those reasons step by step and what I have learned from the process. It all began back in 2012 when I explained to my partner at that time I wanted to shift the experience of our relationship from working with sexual desire into a more service spiritual based intentional relationship and from there we could re-build and re-invent a more healthy foundation of sexuality for ourselves. I also explained to her that I was going to stop releasing my fluids and fast from that also. At that point we choose to go on different paths; a relationship no longer engaging in sexual activities was not an option. So it began and I started my fast alone and noticed a huge shift around 3 months’ time. I started to get stronger and my body began to gain more muscle, my thought process and problem solving strengthened, the odors and fluids in my body became sweeter and my eyes began to change into a light honey color.
The outside world of sex and desire no longer had control over me, and what I was about to discover was that this place can be the most conformable throne to sit upon as a man able to engage a woman for her beauty and not have to plant a flag pole or take her Prana. I began to notice a women’s soul and could here there words of wisdom and see their life force as sacred. I wanted more of this experience as I felt so liberated and free in there presences. I started to reflect on my past experiences of sexual conduct 10 years back and compared them to what I was experiencing in my new lighter state. I came to this heart felt conclusion, when I was engaging in sex without friendship, intimacy, love and deep connection it would slowly kill the body and soul. This next part was totally unexpected as I became quite the item and I was tested big time, many women came to engage in relationships with me mainly younger attractive woman. It seemed like god was playing a joke on me laughing at me as I got closer to his throne in the sky, the closer I got the more woman came. I was not used to this I was very solid in my practice as a 1 woman person and wanting or in search of that one woman to share a union with, this new change for me caused allot of pain even though I was single for many years I felt like I was betraying an imaginary woman that has not yet arrived but I kept going into uncharted dimensions of reality. One woman that came to me for a relationship told me that maybe I need to be with many to find that one I was looking for, tears ran down my face with sadness because in that moment I knew where I was going and when I go, I go all in.
The woman that came would express similar language, don't worry she will be here soon, it’s not me or I’m not the one for you but someone is coming very soon but in the meantime lets connect and practice. I would open and begin to give all my heart and soul to each woman as they would show up, through this process I got to open but they would then cast me aside when I wanted to discover an intimate close relationship, it was all worth it as I discovered with myself. Through my female teachers I found out that when you open yourself to someone there is a level of responsibility from both parties. I'm very persistent and don't give up easy, through all of this I really grounded into my practice and transformation while ushering in this divine male template, things began to unfold and I found a Key. The essence of my personal transformation may not be about transforming the women in the relationship but more about embracing me. We can all be students and masters here, everyone can teach us something that we know nothing about (forgot). The ultimate test for me in this situation can be to learn from every woman that comes to me, true mastery may not be about mastering her but about mastering my past. When this mastery becomes solidified the world can offer itself to the one who stops looking for more. Then the work of love can prepare the ground and anchor the body which the fruitful seed can fall. With this discovery duly noted I began to practice it well but would still have more work to do as deep down I knew it would be endless until my unified soul/partner came, I made a promise to myself and this future fantasy (I would not have sex with any woman through this trip of the many) that act alone is sacred and saved for her and still to this day I have maintained it.